i shouldn't

shouldn't have flipped thru' the old times.
shouldn't have recalled how u look.
shouldn't have read what u wrote.
shouldn't have reminsce the past.
it should be about now.
it should be about me.

i just smile u away.
thats all.
wherever u are, best wishes.

u will just be buried forever.
in fact, u didn't surface a tinge till late.
i hate to say this,
but i finally gotta admit what i always denied,
it's better to have loved n lost,
then never have it at all.

thank you.