Hmmmn.. i am ultra busy lately.. that's y i haven't had the time to blog. Well.. i just extended my contract till the end of Feb. hehe.. hmn.. super tiring job, but i still love airport.. i love my clinque.. 'my worst nightmare' Daryl, n 'my rumoured lover' Ronald. haha. Ok. the 3 of us really have lots of good times crapping n fooling around during work. shh.. of cos, that's in the absence of the manager. Yesh! n we took pics after work today! oh my.. can't wait for my dear daryl to send it to me. haha. Oh yah.. n Alyssa.. my gd friend i knew thru trainning n is currently in the watch shop. haha. SHe's definitely a sunshine gal... lovable n v.chatty! haha. She's a gemini-cancer in between. hmn.. And of cos hi bye friends like 'cute' costner..(according to her) haha.. n sociable Jason(quite gd looking.... seems like someone sincere) n fake Allister..(gentlemen outlook but complex personality) etc. basically they are all 20 plus(age) guys in the watch shop. yeah. Well.. my shop's filled with politics.. sometimes, all the misunderstandings are pretty unneccessary. Ultimately, it all comes back to the main pt that revolves around the com. for sales. yah. When it comes to the fight for 'survival' in the shop.. some ppl can even sacrifice friendship. this is seriously a lil ridiculous.

Yeah.. i have been going out v.often lately. nope~ In fact, it's everyday! haha. Have been doing lots of shopping as well. Was talking to half-pie about alot of stuff.. then i picked up alot of new thgs. hmn.. finally i realised somethg in life. Perhaps, all the while.. i haven't been ignorant to the thgs around me..(although sometimes i wished i really was).. it is the fact that i realised the thgs happening around me, just that i haven't accepted it completely. And this is y i am having so
much mixed feelings... n at times, even confused about the complexity of the REAL world. hmn.. half pie thinks that i am a 'wai gang nei rou, wai rou nei rou' person. oh my... i think i must really reflect on myself. haha. well...

yeah.. and i am so into red lately. yesh. it's the colour RED. haha. And according to beloved n half pie, it's the colour tat makes the opp. sex sexually aroused. haha. *yada yada. whatever~. :P

my mind's in a whirl... simply becos i am too exhausted~. i dun even know what i am blogging in this entry.. just putting down anythg that comes into my mind over the past wk. haha. so sorry if this entry sound abit incoherent. haha.

kk... i just received a friendster msg online.. n i nearly laughed till i died. Someone is actually asking me if i am interested in a photoshoot. Yeah. He is talking about a portfolio for his clients. ANd basiacally this was what he said.." the bottom line is.. u pose n i shoot e pics. Both of us get to keep the photos, n there's definitely no sleazy photoshoots." haha. *sLapS* omg.. it's obvious that he's either a conman or whatever...nah.. i am so not in the mood to reply to all this nonsense. Neither is fz naive enough to accept the offer n also do somethg for free.. haha.oh my... after some encounters lately... i seriously suspect tat i belong to e category tat 'attract' older guys.. as in the 19, 20 n above range. haha. this is so hilarious n spastic. *my toes r really laughing* *faintz*


hmmn... i went out for the CO outing on sat~! haha. omg.. we have all agreed that it's gonna be a once in a month thg! haha. i miss them all k! we had dinner at moonfish at millenia walk. well well.. the food smells great.. BUT tastes average. haha. We had dessert at Swensens, Suntec. All i can say is that... the staff at Swensons should be thkful that we didn't bring the whole resturant down! haha. OH mY goOdness... all the fun we had.. i think we are just simply high w/o the influence of alcohol! haha. Well.. it feels so great to talk n bitch about so many thgs.. sharing the stupid n great experiences we had at work. hehe. And of cos.. fz was having lots of fun... cracking jokes n being the 'clown' for the day as usual. haha.=) oh my... i miss u all.


And i miss dar, i miss jc.dear, i miss ber, i miss swatch, i miss royce, i miss yt, i miss joan, i miss king, i miss may ee, i miss meizi, i miss shin yi, i miss hubert, i miss shawn, i miss yik chia, i miss yu yan, i miss ben, i miss b, i miss clement, i miss zl(hope he's still surviving in tekong. haha), i miss sweetheart, i miss honey, i miss k, i miss i miss i miss... so many ppl in my life. yeah.. n i miss.... hmmn.. hhaa

okk.. i have been really wanting to club lately.. but my working schedule doesn't exactly spare me the time to do so. Argh. i feel so bad towards elaine n the odac guys cos i coudlnt make it each time. yeah.. i miss MOS. Never mind, let's party before cny then.. haha.


Anyway... the pressures piling up at work... the better u perform, the more the company expects from u! okk... And when ur sales is too good... u cannot run away from the jealous 'glares' around u. hah. whatever... i shall just be focus, n carry out my duties well. yeah. I am really lucky to meet a few colleagues who are really willing to teach me new thgs everyday. u can differentiate the sincere ones from the rest yeah. And i am so glad that i am learning from my mistakes n improving each time. Well.... i have changed. Even beloved n my parents realised it. haha. Hmn.. maybe i should meet a few friends that i haven't been keeping in touch lately n listen to the way they assess fz. haha. Basically.. its the power of the working society that have changed fz's thinking n e way she handles her life completely... maybe not 360 degrees but at least a 270. haha. Well.. of cos it's for the Better yeah. hhmmmn... it's good to be a grown up FINALLY... but i still miss e lil gal i used to be. haha. Well.. of cos in the eyes of my family.. i will never grow up.. n to my colleagues, we respect each other.. n i can see that some of them do love me like their daughter. haha. well... guess.. besides the politics that forces the negative sides of man... i may just miss them after i leave in feb. yup. Working is really tough... but i can confidently say that i made the right choice.. cos this is a really good lifetime experience for me.

Alright.. i will be right back for more updates very SOON... to all readers..thks for popping by. =)