My LifE~

Woohoo!!! I'm finally back to my blogging habit again. so sorry ah... didn't manage to make it on the 1st of June. It's all due to unforseen circumstances... haha(my pure excuses again, or i should say laziness... no no no, in fact, it's simply the lack of inspirations lah. Wanna do something, then u must do it to the best of ur ability mah! hee)

Anyway, my life haven't been really smooth-sailing over this past month until now bah. Or i should say... haven't been really happy lately. Perhaps some of u know why? but never mind... shall try to endure and also tide over the stressful period before the common tests. Hmn... a few unfortunate incidents had taken place in fact. My grandma was sent to the hospital abt a few weeks back cos she suffered from a sudden heart-attack. Guess it's normal for ederlies bah, luckily she was sent to hospital on time... or else, I wouldn't even dare to imagine the consequences at all. Thank God, now she is back home with us. Although she's real sickly and grumpy more than half the time, i would say that we should treasure and learn to give and take le. Perhaps, her time maybe running out. To be honest, we know that her days are numbered in a way... and all we can do is to maintain her health condition. It's really painful to see how ur love one wither away gradually. But guess this is the cycle of life bah. whatever it is, easy to be said than done yeah. =(

Hmn... i am really really happy to meet up with my jc.dear and pq.darling for a dinner date lastnite! I would say that it's one of the latest event that had really perked up the entire mood for my June hols up till now. Although, there was some unknown awkwardness when i met dar... but guess that the fact that we didn't meet up for abt. half a yr will never be able to beat the 14 over yrs (and still counting) of strong friendship we had forged so far. =) Realised that we managed to go back to the past so quickly. Wow... this is really the magic of friendship which i seriously treasure. Realised that we had so so so much to catch-up abt. We had our meals at Bugis V8 and had so much fun over the table. All i can say is that i am so proud that we have mature alot over this period of time. Developing into ladies with our own mind and style! And i really miss them loads. How i wish we had more time spent together. After so many yrs, they were still the ones i could fall back on, the ones who were there for me whenever I'm down(like now...)and offering their encouragements and consoling advices! Felt so much better after meeting them yeah! love them alot! I'm so lucky to have u guys with me...

After our dinner, we headed to the ladies for dar to clear some *toot* out from the teeth right?! hahaha... After that we headed for the neoprint shop!!!! omg, i think this was the highlight of the day. I can confidently say that we took many many many pretty pics.! It was definitely a success. hehe... although we started off clumsily and had so many problems handling the dumb machines! haha. But of course these beautiful pics. come with a huge price to pay lah. Woohoo... u guys can check out our friendster or even their bloggies for some of the newly uploaded pics yeah!

Hmn... following this, we shopped around(as usual...hehe) and headed for Coffee Bean for some chit-chat session. Woo... i had pure Vanilla ice blend... it was quite nice but a little too sweet. (argh... it's my fault for taking such a cold drink at such late hours causing me to have a terrible stomach upset for the whole of today!)
Anyway... whatever it is... at least i managed to enjoy the drink for that moment. haha

Wee... after that we took bus 12 home too. As vain as gals normally are... we kept admiring our neoprints and also continued catching-up about the latest issues happening around us! hehe.. anyway, i really enjoyed their company alot. u can go ahead and be urself infront of them... cos we understand each other very well.

Of course when we were about to go our seperate ways home, we gave each other a big warm hug! Wonder when will be the next time we can get together again... hai~ with so many busy schedules clashing here and there... i just hope tt we can stay in touch wherever we are. yeah!

P/S: btw... thanks dar for that pair of beautiful dangling earrings wor. It was really a pleasant surprise from u! It's so sweet of dar yeah... and pls remember that u and dear are never neglected in my life k!=P

HMmmn.. as for my beloved dear dear, i haven't see him for days le.(and perhaps wks to come?!) In fact the whole of June hols, we didn't manage to spend much time together too. I understand he's real busy.. but i can't help missing him so much. The feeling that i have taken a step back out of his life for this period of time is really horrible. Actually, the unhappiness just sets in naturally... and i can't help it. Yes.. although i understand but i am still unable to conquer the feeling that i have lost some sense of security in a way. But i would say that, I'm feeling abit better after sharing with dear dear how i felt. I know that there's nothing he can do with his tight schedule too. But just hope that he will try to contact his galgal whenever he cans.. no matter what, I'll be there for him. And i believe it's the same for him yeah. I can only keep reminding myself that it's all in the heart... as long as we know that we have each other rooted there. However, somehow... this sudden absence of him in my life is something that i will try to adapt but not sure how long bah... hai... there's so many things that we need to catch up too. to be honest, sometimes it has come to the stage that i really admire(xian mu) his friends... as in they have more chances of meeting him during meetings or gatherings bah. Hope that things can improve after he's more or less done with other committments yah. Hmn.. anyway, shall focus on studies and not think too much...

common tests is coming!!! and time is running out... thank god, the CO Xi An trip is being postponed. or else... we will be dead meat when we are back. haha. Studies studies studies!!! stressed! gotta gambatte neh!

Woo.. i have inter-Jc Othello competition tmr! wish everyone all the best! we must trash NY and be the ultimate winners k! hehe... but, I'n not really confident abt. the chance of winning too. Guess it will be a close fight between our sch and theirs yeah. Anyway will do our best to bring glory to tpjc k!

Gotta orh-orh le... will be back real soon for my updates! thks guys and pls stay tuned k!