self-discovery edition. -RuNs-
OOpps. looking at how outdated my last entry was.. it's a clear proof of my packed schedules. hehe. nah... sch's pretty fun with all the bitching n movie sessions during our lectures. And my social life's still fine but more DECENT than usual. haha. It's just that i suddenly realised that there are quite a few (or rather many) ppl i haven't had the chance to catch up with. =) well... if i dun have the time, i promise i will MAKE time alrite. hee. i only have wkendSs! -grumbles- haha.
Hmn...lessons for the past 2 weeks is kinda interesting although the media theories we learn can get somewhat dry in a way. However, i am starting to feel the stress level rising at times. The assignments may have a fairly long due date but this also indicates that i must manage my time v.well. Glad to say...i have a good clique of 8 that i always hang out with. Hee. A pretty outgoing bunch of peeps. Guess we do really hit it off well.. with 'intimate' nicknames for each other now. hehehe. My fellow classmates are quite eloquent to a large extent. haha. It's time to battle it out man~ With regards to our performances during individual class presentations, u can clearly define how competitive things can get. Everyone's out there to speak their minds n prove their opinions. woohoo. It's a good way to improve i guess. =) yeah... but i am getting sick n tired of Raffles city, suntec n marina square. aw... so my wkends are usually spent in the orchard area. haha.
Oh well... we celebrated my dear's bday yesterday! wee... thks for the choc. from The States n esp the Victoria Secrets "Pure Seduction" 'potion' ah... hehehe. thats so sweEEet my dear... muackz!-melTsss- Hmn.. we had dinner at the old marche( now Villag'e). The style is still similar n the standard of the food is still there. And this is sua ku dear's FIRST time there! my oh my.-looks around- haha. Besides that, we had a good time discussing about our future n many other insider stuff. hehe. Aw... n we took neoprints as well! haha. i think this is only the 2nd time i am hitting this machine this year. Well, after that we headed to lido but ended up empty handed with starbuck's SOLD OUT tiramisu.aww... So it's just snacks from Mcs. And there we were cam-whoring n being loud n slutty as usual. -grins innocently- haha. Apparently on the way home, we were making a scene all the way from cityhall with my BEstie n Roastie joke.. n being purely drunk on air. Right BesTiES??!! haha. Arhuh. and this was the wrong time when we bumped into some familiar faces who caught us misbehaving. OopPsy. hehe. Well. Chill yeah. Just close 1 eye n thgs r still as demure-looking as it is. haha.
Hmmn... next wk's gonna be unusally hectic for me. I will be running all over the place man. There are sch lessons, driving lessons and a long-awaited party on sat nite!!! Aw... finally baby! I have been itching to get down on the dancefloor. haha. And so... with so many plans on hand.. i have gotta be a lil angel this wk n make sure that i am back hm as faithfully as i can for dinner in order to redeem myself. bleah. lalala.
Well, in the meanwhile i am waiting for some news from the various tuition agencies i have contacted n where are my kids??? argh. i am getting impatient. Time is money man. hahaa. However, fret not... cos no matter how busy i am, academics shun be compromised. =) Oops. ErMm... but friends, new'frens' n family are important too lah. haha. -winks-
okie.. In a way, i am considered a rather fortunate gal to a pretty large extent. Although i am provided for material wise, but sometimes i just wished that i had more understanding frm my love ones instead. Life's as contradicing as our emotions. i want concern. yet over-concern gets on my nerves. i am given freedom. yet sudden mere restrictions makes me more rebellious. i may need someone to assure me at times. Yet sometimes assurance can be a kind of hinderance. i learn to be independent. yet i need a break mentally at times.i want love. yet it's too much to take at times. haha. so u must be thinking... what is it exactly on her mind?! well... human relations are never a transaction although they always say that we reap what we sow. Sometimes i just wished i could be less numb to my surroundings. Cos the beauty about man is their ability to truly sense. That's the reason to why we are not non-living things instead.
Some ppl around me may find that i am quite ripe for my age. However, lately i figured out that it's only true to some extent. I may know alot... but it should always be balanced with experience. Well, sometimes maturity brings out the arrogant side... or rather confidence in me.(ahem... which is pretty subjective) It gives me the mindset that i may be able to guide n advise the ppl around me. But e truth is that i am not a guru afterall. i need to be taught as well n to be banished back to Earth. Return to the age of a 19 year old gal with that half-ripe mindset and carry myself like one. haha. well oh well. we are all growing n it's a neverending search i guess.
The price of maturity is innocence. Alrite... i know that this statement's gonna be quite controversial. But dun u agree to it to a certain degree?
hmn.. brb to update more juicy gossips abt. fz's "colourful" life... hahaha. whateVer~ n i do foresee a brewing rumour that i am gonna be inocently churned into. bleah. haha. stay tuned~
