happy never after

小小- Joey Yung

#回忆像个说书的人
用充满乡音的口吻
跳过水坑绕过小村
等相遇的缘分
你用泥巴捏一座城
说将来要娶我进门
转多少身过几次门
虚掷青春

#小小的誓言还不稳
小小的泪水还在撑
稚嫩的唇在说离分

*我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
那年你搬小小的板凳
为戏入迷我也一路跟

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在树下小小的打盹
小小的我傻傻等

*重复

#小小的感动雨纷纷
小小的别扭惹人疼
小小的人还不会吻

重复*

我的心里从此住了一个人
曾经模样小小的我们
当初学人说爱念剧本
缺牙的你发音却不准

我在找那个故事里的人
你是不能缺少的部份
小小的手牵小小的人
守著小小的永恒

I just find this song v.touching..it kinda hits on the nail - wholesale. The tune is composed by the ever-talented jay chou. Its def. a thumbs up. The usage of chinese instruments reminds me of the times in Chinese Orchestra. Yes. I do miss my jc days alot.
The endless fun and tears made up countless worthwhile moments.

Maybe i'm experiencing some mood swing lately. Feeling a lil more emo than usual. Sometimes i feel like the luckiest girl in the world that has almost everything she wants. Yet on the other hand i realised that material satisfaction can never replace emptiness. Its harder to let go of certain things yet its even tougher to accept new characters in ur life. Theres always a benchmark set i guess. Sometimes i do some self-check and wonder if my expectations are really too high. Actually i guess it all boils down to what ur heart tells u. But is the heart always right? The worse thing i realised is that the mind and the heart is always engaged in a tug-of-war. Contradictions. Lies. Denials. Irony. All these make my pessismistic moments. I wished i was just a simple girl. I miss the innocence. Now i know y ignorance is really a bliss.

I miss my grandma alot. I have moved on with life but deep down within, i know i haven't fully gotten over it. If only there was more i could have done for her. I will never forget how much i'm loved.

Yes. Its true that w/o sadness, we will never know how to appreciate the joy in our life.

I know forever is impossible. But i hate reality.