Woo.. just to relieve my stress, i did manicure and pedicure at Shanghai Dreams. all thanks to ahem~ b1. haha. And i forgot to mentioned that i got my 3rd set of earholes last wk. yup. my dad thinks that its a wild move by me. But this was just a sudden adrenaline rush i wanted. Anyway no regrets yeah. =) love those glittering pretty nails and earholes! call me a vain pot.. i dun give a damn. haha. i look as if i am all ready to get it movin movin! PARTY! yah. let me check my schedule first. haiz.

And i just accepted another tuition kid. I am supposed to teach a sec1. girl English. Well, for good money, its worth the time i guess. haha. Guess what. Although i do always grumble on how busy i am.. it was the first time ever that i felt like a mental breakdown today. Its stretching me to the limits man. Nope. it wasn't an emo breakdown filled with tears or somethg. It was more like my immune system thats "SHOUTING" out loud to fz to take a break. Late nites, tons of social gatherings aka hang outS, assignments, meetings are driving me crazy. No doubt that it's fulfilling cos i am doing the things i like. BUT everything is going at such a fast pace that i dun even have the time to THINK. bleah. i am v.dependent on my planner now adays. Argh. Really forced to be a grown up n i realised that this process had made me stronger and more self-reliant person. u wun believe that the fz who loves company, can really do things on her own now and stuff like that. Good training huh.

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=> yup. i prefer ppl who are naturally confident. so pls dun put on a front. Being shy will not bring u anywhere. Living in ambiguity just hurts both parties. But if initiative is taken, i dun even know where i should be heading along this time...