i am just a emoqueen. Everything seems to be falling inevitably and crashing onto me. I will soon no longer take it. I try v.hard to hang on. Maybe my life has been too smooth-sailing till its time i learn to gather my own wreckage. I am losing my breathing space. I doubt I can handle the stress... its just a facade u see.

I wanna let go. I promise i will. Love RECTANGLE/LOVE SQUARE OR worst..LOVE HEXAGON is not my forte and will never be. its damn sickening. its complex enough. I dun believe in fighting for something in this field. I trust fate. Yet i doubt it sometimes. oxymoron. save me.

conclusion. i need urgently to re-navigate myself for the next entire week as i foresee the heightening stress level. Its to the power of infinity. oh man. i am not kidding. Bring out the confidence and determination LFZ!!! it's my daily "conscience-chant". I must not burn out.. although it's already flickering.

mass com. is my pirority.