SchOol reopens

Hmn~ hehehe... I am back again! WoOO... finally I have the time to blog again. Yeah... First week of school was a mixture of torment and happiness. haha... For the first few days of the week, I had those irritating yet crucial topical tests. So pressurising sia...Although there were only lectures, gp and chinese lessons going on... I just can't keep my eyes off that stack of notes. ahaha... as though i am holding to a bible. hOW i wish i can just burn these notes and place it into hot water before consuming all of it. haha... silly silly. -_-""

Wee... however, after all those topical tests... Thursday and Friday was kind of relaxing though. And this is the first time I am having this kind of feeling ever since I stepped into tpjc. hehe... Yeah! The whole school was quite in a 'slack' mode i guess. J1s were having their orientation thingy and their noise levels nearly blew the roof off our school. haha... whereas for the J2s... there was slightly more time for socialising. To catch up on the things we did during the holidays and basically bonding sessions. However, there were still some homework that we had to prepare... so we were not that free after all~

hmn... the weather has been freezing cold lately! omg... i may sound exaggerating here, however the fact is, I actually shivered each time i entered the LTS. oh gosh~ it sends your teeth chattering uncontrollably and your whole body to 'shake' k. hahaha... although i had my jacket with me, but still... I felt as though I was placed into the freezer. I just can't stop sneezing. =X

Well, during our breaks, we managed to play some games together. It was a good interacting session among all my classmates. hehe... as suggested by me, we played the 'hand tapping' game. ahaha... as childish as it may sound, it's pretty challenging k. It requires your full concentration and it challenges the co-ordination of your hands. Well~ at times, wrong attempts to confuse your opponents may end up penalising yourself. Hmn... after that, we also played 'chop chilli chop chilli chop chop chop!!!'. wahaha... well~ this time it wasn't my idea k. hee~ just joined in the fun loh... since we are going to surpass the childhood/teenagehood stage in another 3 years time. Phew~ we had lots of laughters and nonsense over recess breaks too. As usual, all those gossiping sessions and rumours. Hmn~ i wonder when all these irritating issues will stop yah?! Hopefully they will get tired of repeating or making fun of the same issues everyday. sianz~

Besides that, we were also 'bird-watching'. Looking out for the various J1s and the way they carry themselves in their uniforms. hehe~well... i would say that the majority of the population are from Tkgs, tkss, ngee ann, cchsm, and i saw quite a number of sacians too. hmn~ well... in my own opinion, i feel that there are more better looking girls as compared to guys wor. hehehe

Oh yah... and on last Friday, we had cca orientation. Phew~ I was running about like nobody's business sia. To and fro from chess club and co. In hope, that I will be able to balance my duties for both sides. hee~ although it was a rather busy and tiring day.. I enjoyed myself though. Guess it must be the PR skills at work?! ahahaha... kidding. But, I really love to interact with these ppl and trying my best the promote my cca to them. ahaha... professional cca consultant. Promoting the upcoming activites and giving them tips if they have an intention to sign up for 2 ccas. yeah... but oh well... it doesn't mean that i can manage my time well. Just some 'theory' to share with them. haha...

Hmn~ what a busy week... Guess all of us must be prepared for the hectic schedules coming up. I foresee that our workload with be doubled up and lots of demanding expectations for us to achieve. yesh... and next week will probably be the start of hell! lalala... paradise will only come after A's... and i can see it approaching! =X
scary...

hehe... that's all for today loh. will blog more often soon... guess I will have more thoughts to put down especially when there are more activities coming up next wk. sayonara!

==My lingering thoughts==
As time goes by, one's love for another tend to grow deeper unknowingly. At times, u wished u had loved him less. Guess the more you love a person, the more you are afraid to lose him. And I guess that this is a common sentiment that all human beings share.

I think girls by nature do possess more contradicting characters. At times, they do not mean what they say. They may say that they 'don't mind'... however the meaning probably runs opposite 70% of the time. Well... however sometimes things do not go according to one's wishes and that is when we learn to compromise, to be more understanding towards the other party's situation before stepping into a stage of being too posessive. By that time... things may start to turn sour.

From young, this naive little girl thought that her heart could contain many 'prince charmings'... it was possible for her to like a few people at one time. However, as she grows up... she realises that all these are mere crushes or simply puppy-love. She had the illusion that probably she belongs to the type that may not be able to love a person whole-heartedly. However, she was wrong. Perhaps not only for this girl... but also for many ppl out there who are in love. When u fall in love, probably he is the only special one in your eyes...

hmn... to love a person whole-heartedly... does it mean to give love your 100%? just like the way you try to, in other areas of your life. However, when u find out that u are trying to give 100%... at times do you think that this may end up hurting both parties instead? Is it wrong then? Well... guess to fall in love also requires guidance. This is to prevent one from falling too deep into it...

HmnMmm...