wee... met out with jc.dear and darling lastnight to have dinner and for some catch-up session! have got so many gossips and secrets to share among my hao jie meis! hehe... quite fun though. miss them loads and the times we spent together. woo.. plan to have a "Ladies Night" once per month. hehe... shall see.. hopefully we will be free. Aw... coincidentally, dear dear was also in tamp. and he came over to meet us. hehe... extremely glad to see him. hmmn... after that we bid our farewells and dear dear and i took a stroll home. hee~

Hmmn... i am experiencing mix feelings today. Yeah. In the morning, was trying to get a cab as i was afraid that I'll be late for school. But luckily as i was trying to flag for a cab... suddenly an occupied cab stopped for me. I was so surprised when i realise that there was also a tpjcian inside. Hmn... it was really nice of him. In fact, didn't really know Benjamin. Only saw him a few times in Mdm Mary's lecture. Yeah.. i am so grateful that he gave me a lift and even offered to pay for the trip. yup... in fact, on the way we met a few tpjcians. He wanted to pick them up also. But guess it was abit too late as the taxi uncle has passed the bus-stop le. Hmn... just glad to know a new friend today. talked quite abit on the cab. Initially, the atmosphere was abit awkward... as though i have gotten onto a stranger's cab. wahaha.... but realised that he knows quite alot of ppl from SAC... One of his good friends happen to be my classmate too. hmn...i would say that he's a pretty straight-forward person and someone who has his own style and personality in his point of view towards things. A new-age guy bah. i think it's good... as we can rarely find such 'real' ppl now adays. as we all know... most human beings do carry a facade to some extent..=)

Hmn.. in fact this is the 2nd time, a 'busy' cab had stopped for me.. the last time was Xin En... when we were rushing off for co together. Actually, i feel that tpjcians can be sweet ppl too. haha...or should i say, i am fortunate to have this chance to know such ppl?! =P

yeah... anyway i am worried... suddenly i feel that almost all aspects of my life is becoming more vulnerable to the issues that evolve around me lately. Perhaps... it's time i realised how i should constantly try to adapt to the changing circumstances around me. haiz...i am quite affected.. but, i will learn to handle and hopefully to possess the 'never say die' attitude bah.. i need faith, trust, confidence, determination, endurance, perserverance! gambatte!