Thoughts...
My mind has been in a whirl lately... but guess I've found my direction and the route to head for (I think...) . However, before I step into this whole new beginning... I've got lots of stuff and thoughts to sort out after the exams before starting anew... Ready am I? Maybe... guess I should just follow my heart. hopefully things will go well...
However, in this process, I've got my own fears and worries too... But guess this is normal... shall get used to it as times passes~ as Fz matures and learns to handle things better?! well.... haha~
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Currently, I foresee that I wanna do lots of stuff after the promos... besides the coming pw oral presentation... the chinese A's and the ccas...
well~ looking forward to the co overseas trip? erm... it really all depends on the schedules and all... hopefully the more ppl going.. the merrier it is. haha~ but it's too early to decide i think...
Yup yup.. and I'm looking forward to 18 (which is next year -_-")! I want my driving license! haha... can't wait for it man~ maybe i can take my theory first... wahaha~ wishful thinking over there, because my hols may be too packed for me to fork out this extra time.
wow~ time really flies... can't believe that a year is gonna end. This year...it's a whole new experience for me. Besides from the change of schooling system from sec.sch to a JC... it's also a change in the environment... from a girl's school to a co-ad one... Hmn.. interesting? to me~ it's pretty okay... just feel like i'm back to my pri.sch days when i was in a mixed sch then. haha~ but the slight difference is that gals may get more privillege in a co-ad school... usually the guys will do the manual work right?! haha...
hmn... I have some pri.sch friends currently in tpjc too~ well... i can proudly say that our friendship are still as strong and bonded as before. If it can stand the test of time... it will definitely last right? hee~ Through this period of time... i've realised how these guys turn from those childish kiddy little boys to a young men... Mature and gentlemenly... haha~ this shows how time and age can actually mould one's character and maturity yah? (impressive isn't it?)
Back in an all girls environment... I think it will help one to learn how to be more independant and it helps you to take a step back to look at things from a different prospective. well~ to be honest... i have no regrets being in a gals school. In fact, i miss it too~ those are the times where we are more carefree... and perhaps more privacy.. haha... and all those morning prayer sessions! Miss it! miss the culture there... I may not be a Catholic, but i do treasure such a practice. I believe that it can help one to calm yourself from the start of the day...
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hmn... have been feeling easily frustrated or impatient lately... I don't know the reason why either~ probably it's due to the amounting stress...
Well~ thanks to my beloved clinque who was there for me~ despite all the pw stuff that never fails to get on my nerves... haha~ maybe I should learn to be more flexible and to be less of a 'perfectionist'... perhaps this will give the ppl around me a better time. haha~ anyway... thanks guys for lending me your listening ear and to lend a helping hand. This really shows how true friends can pull you through thick and thin. so glad to have found some of them...
Yeah... that's all for today... all these thoughts and all~ Must continue to jia you~ hai... really feel like dying man... so many many things to do. Anyway~ good luck to everyone out there!
