I love you, you love me, we are one big family... lalala. haha. okie. trying too hard to be child-like.

anyway.. i have finally managed to dig out some time to do this entry. Omg. trust me. I am a new-aged evolved walking zombie cum superwoman cum multi-tasker. I woke up at 2am lastnite and completed my assignment all the way till sunrise before hopping off to school. And that was the amount of sleep i got for the entire day till now. I should be turning in man. Despite feeling exceptionally fatigue, i am unable to fall asleep. Feeling a lil restless. If you do know fz well.. she gets hyper over small lil things whenever she's exhausted. haha. The main point is... it keeps my brain funtioned. haha.

okie.. all the love talk aside. MOS kinda rox again but i thought the last visit was better. I frequent the place whenever i am free over the wkends and tempted by other kakis who will literally drag me down. haha. But i dun really like the crowd. The drinks taste kinda awful last sat and the guys there... i saw a few familiar faces man. yup.. dun wish to comment though. haha. *zips* i'm invisible.

alrite.. i feel super bad cos i haven't been able to turn up for a few gatherings. i am really sorry man. I promised to make it up yah. hee. i confess that i did somethg silly. I actually wrote down a list of names of the people i haven't had the time to meet so that i wun happen to miss out on anyone. hehe. Anyway, wherever i am and whatever i'm doing.. u guys are still as equally important. So lesser chances of meeting doesn't mean that i have forgotten anyone ah. hehe.

I just realised that it gives me a real sense of satisfaction as a tutor if i can really do miracles and help my kids to improve. haha. I love teaching no matter how tired i am. However, the new student i got is starting to wear off my tolerance level. Without doing homework and even making the effort to communicate in English, how can i help him??!! argh. And with only 4 lessons before his final-year exam, i wished i could perform magic to help him at LEAST PASS for goodness sake. He speaks so softly that i doubt even the ants can hear. bleah. nvm.. anyway, i wun and dun intend to lose my temper. patience! thats what i have to remind myself. I understand that its tough to learn to love somethg when we do not have an interest in it in the first place. chill..

Whereas for my pri.sch kid... i find her really cute and naive. haha. She made a good attempt to describe Esplanade as the durian building for one of the tourist attractions in Singapore in her essay. haha. I nearly laughed my head off man. Besides this, i am really impressed with how independent she can be. At the age of 11, she's able to cook a meal for herself and her tenant. wow... it must be the environment that can toughen up a person. Anyway, under my guidance, i think shes making good progress.. hopefully we can hit the 85 and above target that we initally set together. haha. or rather.. i 'convinced' her to push herself harder and put in more effort. hehe.

Yeah.. and i wanna do some shopping. My list will consist of a long-awaited Guess watch, Addidas jacket, NUM t-shrts, coloured contacts, clothes and more clothes to explode my wardrobe etc. haha. all these branded stuff... gonna burn a big hole in the pocket. Or maybe i can hint hint mummy since Children's Day is coming! haha. gonna exploit this privilege since fz is always a lil gal in the eyes of her parents. muahaha. nah.like whatever. i am defnitely not spoilt. dun get the wrong idea. i'm different now.

i am looking forward to the mooncake festival pri.sch gathering at my place! my babies and besties. woohoo. haha. let's have a big bash together man. hehe. If u guys wanna stay over, it shouldn't be a problem too. haha. simei clan yeah!!!

okie.. i am just ranting and ranting in every entry. I seemed to have lost that intellect or inspiration as i daunt upon past entries where i was able to blog more soulful journals. woo.. guess my mind's just too occupied for me to reflect. Besides that, i gotta admit that i have a v.weak point. And that is i have the tendency to read too much into things. So from now on, i guess i will just take things with a pinch of salt. However, i am only transformed into a deep thinker if it involves myself being emotionally attached. hmmn.. i think i should exercise some self-restrain and sometimes its better to follow my heart than to be manipulated by the mind.

yup yup...

brb. i hope to inject fresher ideas into my entries instead of blatantly blogging about daily happenings. hee. stay tuned. =)