okok...stubborn fz finally gave in, SQUEEZED out the time and visited e doctor after tolerating the knee injury for about 2 weeks. argh. Apparently, the pain kept haunting me. haha. Of cos i still put on heels n try to walk properly at work. And the lack of rest is the reason for my slow recovery. And *TADA* i am diagnosed with a sprained knee. omg! can u believe this??? well, i can't. hahaha. i felt that it was so atrocious n funny. I guess i am the first person to experience such a weird scenario sia. oh man... now i am on painkillers. well done. i hope that i will get well asap... so that the doc. won't put me on dangerous steriods!! eWw...bleah.

Anyway, i am proud to announce that i am an official memeber or rather VIP of babyface pub at ONE Fullerton! muahaha. And the membership is FREE. Actually, dear and i didn't understand how it came about too. Apparently we just popped by the pub at ONE fullerton because i was so in love with the live band n we got to know this new friend, Francis. a pretty sociable guy that suggested to bring us around the club on the 2nd and 3rd levels. hehe... sEE~ it's always better to know someone working in such places. Then... u will be able to leech on their privilleges and perhaps it will be easier to organise private parties in future! WooOohoo... i sound so cheapo sia. hahaha. Although the place is not as big as my fav.MOS, but its still extremely attractive and i love the peeps there! Most of them are heart-warming and friendly! hhehe. I was SO GONNA explore the place asap! yeah baby~ =)

Well... thks dear for listening to all my crap. In fact, she feels that i always do possess the ability to be extremely high n perhaps HORNY whenever we walk through citylink. wahaha. ok... well it was really one of the best Monday nights i have ever spent. Extremely romantic...classy but yet filled with tinges of unglam and the usual reign of our 'bimbotic spirit'. haha. Oh well.. what do u expect when 2 hot babes hang out together?? mauahah.

Anyway, we had our fav. hokkien mee and satay at the eating place next to Esplanade. And guess what? My fetish for onions had nearly freaked the soul out of jc.dear. haha. Instead, she started burPing like an unglam kid while laughing her mind, heart n whatever out. hahahaha. -faintz-. Basically we love to entertain each other with our PURE nonsense. u just won't be able to imagine are self-amused we are! haha. And the 2 bimbos walked through muddy patches on an open field in their pretty heels. Guess what??? we ended up cleaning up the mess by scrapping our sandals repeatedly onto the curbs n ended up looking like a lil doggy digging for a hole in the ground, all set n ready to do his poo-poo. ahahhaa. Oh my god! i think i spent my time feeling embarrassed than anything sia. At least jc.dear looked safer with her jeans, but fz was apparently in a short dress. Just imagine me being more... erm... yah. haha. "less feminine" is the word. it sounds more appropriate. ahaha.

OK... i know i am crappy.. bleah. After that we took LOTS and TONs of photos on our way to One fullerton. Oh my god... us hugging the lamp post(yesh, its my idea).. haha. Actually, i have to admit that i really look like a pole-dancer in that pic. Oh my... whatsS up with that seductive look of mine.(check up my friendster soon) haha. I managed to achieve the image, but jc.dear looks more spastic than ever. Like a merlion?? wahahaha.. yeah. as usual lah... self-proclaim that she is more cut out for CUTER poses! haha. ok.. i know u are so gonna get me for this after u read my entry. hehe. And despite my restrained outfit n heels, i climbed onto the sitting pavement along the river and apparently forced jc.dear to play along with me. haha. can u imagine 2 spastic kids doing that? Some passer-by were staring at us like we were 2 lunatics can! haha. but as usual.. i dun give a damn as long as i am enjoying what i am doing. haha. Oh my god... it's so romantic!!! ROMANTIC!!! romantic! haha. i think this is one of the wild things i wanna do just to relax n let go of my worries once in a while. To be more playful w/o being too image-conscious. Just being myself behind that facade~ hee.

Basically we were tai-tais in trainning la huh. We ate dessert at Bakerzinn along the river side. And here came the MOST bimbotic thing for the day! Listen up peeps! ok.. it goes like this.. Actually, i saw a yatch passing by and u know what?? jc.dear said, " Hey, look! isn't that the Star Cruise?" (looking so amazed n excited). Omg... i laugh until i wanna die cann.. Firstly, the yatch has only 2 levels... it doesn't even satisfy the requirement to be a cruise. And it's 1/4 size of a cruise. omg... i think jc.dear needs more exposure to stop sounding like a country bumpkin. hahaha. lallala. =P

Anyway, i realised that i should watch my language at times. While devouring on the dessert, i said " Wau lao!" and immediately i heard someone echoing me. Guess who it was?? it was a little gal beside our table. She was eating with her parents. Ooopss.... she actually copied me. oh my.. i am such a bad role model. haha. Her dad told her" shh... dun be so kpo.. " wahaha. I think from now on, if i wanna use LARGER words like that, i should just whisper. haha. i am so sorry... i will learn to be more graceful. haha.

Oh well... as mentioned earlier, jc.dear and i were so in love with the liveband called "sky" at Babyface that our bumps just got stuck to the seats. haha. And the main singer has got wonderful vocals! i am super impressed. In fact, her powerful vibes are almost flawless n perfect for any song. oh my... i feel that they should really cut a album man. woohoo... Anyway, the 2 broke babes... (actually not poor la, just tt our money's in the bank rite? hahaha.) walked from Esplanade to Raffles place! yesh! On the way we were singing at the top of our voices like nobody's business. Just throw in any song and we will sing it for ya. haha. Even oldies like Theresa Tang's-Goodbye my love, xiao cheng gu shi, yue liang dai biao wo de xin etc.haha. Apparently, i kept disturbing dear by singing "wo deng ze ni huai lai..etc" just to freaked her out by my low n eEry tone. call it seductive if u want. ahaha. i just wanna give her the goOsebumps! haha. I think they always use such songs in ghost stories...=P oh my...I really enjoyed the walk there. It was really an unexpected fulfilling nite spent!

However, it all ended with our encounter with some sickening bats around our housing estate. In fact, both of us were so afraid that we nearly stood rooted to the ground. ahhaa. Haiz.. although it's MOTHER NATURE... but i'm too overwhelmed n freaked out to 'a-p-p-r-e-c-i-a-t-e it'. hehehe. =X

Woo... now i have found out a new hangout. The place i have been searching for just purely to chill out. With a liveband n a glass to toss and perhaps even fine italian cuisine will be my definition for a beautiful nite out. haha. ok, my bf must be rich enough to support such a high maintanence lady. haha. oh well. i wun intend to depend solely on him. Cos i believe i will be able to support myself. haha. what crappz lah...

Anyway, i realised that i am REALLY hot-tempered lately with miniMAL n i really meant MINIMAL tolerant level. Its almost zero. I get pissed at alot of things extremely easily. But the weird thing is that the time of the month's just ended. So dun till me it's post pms. wtf*. hah. Anyway, my dad and i spent the whole of today engaging into 4 different arguements. Well done... we were just debating on some stuff till a normal conversation became so offensive n whatsnot. I was literally blowing fire man.*ROAR* argh! And my dad's just seeing his mini reflection. Becos we posses a similar character, both of us apparently refused to give in! Even infront of the taxi uncle when we were on the cab... we could be argueing on trivial stuff like the diff. between RA and R21 movies! oh my... what crap. His ego... my pride. Both at work. bleah. haha. But the funny thg is that, no matter how angry we were... once it's cooled off, we are back on talking terms just per normal. haha. He's still my 'monkey' dad n i'm his 'rabbit' daughter. that's what he likes to disturb me abt. haha. oh well. Guess blood is still thicker than water...bleah. >_<

Haiz... i am feeling a little lost. Sometimes i feel that i have found my direction, sometimes it's just *pOOF* n gone with the wind~ Pardon my language, but i feel that my life recently is abit fu*ked up. However things are proceeding.. i have simply too many stuff to handle. I shall learn to organise them n proceed step by step. i am losing my breathing space. Or maybe i am expecting too much from myself till nothing seems satisfactory at all. i lose my cool easily n at times feel a little pessismistic. Luckily i still have great pals around to remind me that all is not lost. oh perhaps... where's that v.confident fz?!

hmmn... at times i hope that my confidence won't be equated to arrogance. I know that sometimes i may have the tendency to give strangers that 'dao' look before i break the ice...haha. Well, once u know me... u will never believe how wild n playful fz is behind that cold look. haha. It's just a facade. Remember? hehe. It's normal to not smile to strangers for no apparent reason right. I think some guys are abit intimidated by e aura i give out when they first see me b4 exactly knowing me. haha. That probably explains y i always attract DIFFERENT ppl(like some despos as what jc.dear would like to label them as). hah. If i had the choice, i had rather be singled out from such situations. seriously speaking, i need some privacy ok.

This song's one of my hot picks n the one i requested at babyface. The lyrics' sad indeed , but i just love the latin style of it. A tune i fell in love with ever since i heard it. It's a song that tends to remind alot of ppl of their past.


Unbreak my heart-Toni Braxton

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The nights are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

1-Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Un-do this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart, my heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss this pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
(repeat 1)

Ohh, oh
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
(rpt 1)

Un-break my
Un-break my heart, oh baby
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on