argh! =(

Ah!!!!! i feel like killing myself now! super frustrated! GUESS WHAT? i LOST my precious precious hp today! gosh.... i haven't lost anything like this before. argh! And there goes my treasured memories, my videos, my pics.(although some are in my com.) and most importantly my MSGS! omg! haiz... super duper ultra sad now. =(

On the other hand, dad and mum got me a new hp. The Samsung E530C. It cost a bomb cos i had to get a new sim card too. haiz... i love this hp and its functions. It has a wonderful name too..." Valentine Pink". But still.. it feels so empty. I just want my sim card back!!! Hmn... we made all the necessary arrangements and police report. All i can do is to wait patiently and hope that any kind soul will return me my precious sim card... aw....=(

I'm not sure if i'm supposed to be feeling sad or happy cos it was a good chance for me to upgrade to e latest model. yet... i miss my stored memories that are partly lost! guess it's a significance of a new beginning... haiz.. maybe it's just not meant to be. (self-consoling) hurmph. i'm so crossed with myself and whatever that had happened today...