i am having an extremely BAD DAY today..i really dun know how to put it...but for the so-called debate 'rehearsal' today.. i felt totally unprepared n fz jolly well know that she has under-performed. i know that i am definitely capable of more than that. i am pissed*

Theres no reason for us to lose to the opposition party..so since the actual is not here yet, we had better salvage the whole situation.

HIT AND RUN HIT AND RUN! bang bang bang... we just need subtle SOLID points to shut them up.

okie.. i am v.upset right now... just lost it. never felt so tongue tied b4 cos its not the first time i am doing a class debate anyway..its just that its more official now as the SCHOOL will be viewing it. argh whatever.

life sux.

i wished i can take everything with a pinch of salt. BUT fz hasn't been this way and i doubt she will ever adopt this mindset. My perfectionist nature is working against me.... it stresses me when i am stuck but is a form of gratification when i excel.

everythings contradicting...

lets pray that tmr's SOS meeting will do miracles.

At best i wanna win with glory... at worst i rather lose with dignity!