Fluctuating feelings...

Just came across this very interesting quote... guess it really applies to many of us out there

"We ask ourselves who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous.
Actually, who are you not to be? " - Nelson Mandela

These words are extremely inspiring... and it's absolutely true. If there's a will... there's always a way. Why are doubts always lingering around us? Because in this competitive society... we tend to be churned into it. Thus resulting in the lack of self-confidence from some of us.
However, we can never predict our future. Who knows what's gonna happen tomorrow? will things go well as what you have planned? well~ is it going to happen in the first place? So many qns in our minds... But all we should try to treat it as a part of the process towards success. Just remember... nothing's impossible. If you believe you have the ability... go for it! You may turn out to be a big shot overnight... someone in the limelight. Who knows right?

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.:Thoughts for the day:.

Hmn... only one word to describe my current mood. I'm 'pissed'... why? guess myabe it's due to my high expectations for myself and also the people around me. Sometimes it's so tiring when you worry alot. So many things unfinished... so many feelings unsettled... so many tasks and new important roles I have to play. I do take these responsibilities seriously and I really hope that the new ppl I'm gonna work with in future will also have the same positive attitude. Maybe I should give myself some time to get to understand them better first... However, I can't deny the fact that I'm quite an impatient person at times, and I really hope to get things done accordingly.There should be a structure for us to be more organised. I really look forward to the day whereby things go well.


Hai~ regarding my unsettled feelings... Although I try to set it aside at times...but I'm not numb. I'm someone who leads a life revolved around my goals, dreams, pirorities, feelings... love etc. Lately... I have been giving some serious thought over the qns on the one that is more important to me. My heart seems to be telling me something... somehow I'm so tempted to follow it. However, my decision seems to sway from time to time. I know that I should trust my feelings... but maybe I lack the self-confidence at times. Probably.. I'm quite an undecisive person when it comes to feelings.

Lately.. i was sort of given the 'greenlight' by someone at home that i can go ahead with a serious relationship if I think that I'm really prepared to do so... and I'm willing to face the consequences... regardless +ve or -ve...
Hai~ anyway I'm thankful to this person at home for having this trust and faith in me... Anyway there's no point to think too much at this pt of time.. because I know that there are more important things awaiting.. guess I'll just handle it as the time comes. I'm a person who needs a sense of security...who likes to be taken care of (just like many ppl out there...)and the love another is willing to shower...

Am I still confused? or trying to run away from the truth? I wonder...