shagged. like totally.

hoho... i am back. have been in and out over the wkends!!! i am so damn shag! bleah. anyway... was at kbox with fluffy wan and gang till almost the next morning on fri nite. oh my. my voice is really becoming 'sexier' by day. haha. And then followed by the date with james.. which ended up with him n his oh-so-entertaining kakiS... bleah. i finally had a gd taste of a laughter that can send u near death. haha. i am NOT UR watermelon n i am ONLY 18(not YET 19) n NOT 21...-just kill me- hehe. Just HAPPENED to be at Double O and i must say that the queue is SO LONG! It was actually full house lastnite. my oh my. luckily the guys had some 'connections' and we managed to enter after waiting for about 1/2 an hour OUTSIDE the queue. haha. i think those peeps outside nearly took out their parangs n flying daggers when we effortlessly entered the club. yup.. but honestly, i was pretty turned off by the music... n whatsnot. totally siaNNZz... while i must say that vodka red bull's really 'energizing' n it's quite strong to keep u 'warm' throughout the nite. haha. whatever.

Anyway, i am in deep shit as usual. Seriously, lately i do have an unexplainable affinity with guys that are 23 yrs old -AGE on the dot-.. esp those 'local foreigners' aka singaporean with PR overseas... yupz.. dun expect me to leave everythg behind and follow u back to nz... haha. long D eh. maybe i can consider although i am obviously not cut out for it.

aw... btw, we shopped for my laptop on thursday! yeah! hehe.... my sony VAIO! love it! kiss it! my latest baby~ haha. gonna explore it soon. so that means its still in e box becos busy fz havent had e time to do much. i am so drained...Zzz.. when can i really have a break...i mean it... Work aside, my social life is way too happening. not trying to exaggerate. but it is getting out of hand. hmn... i think i must learn to tone down. ( i know i have said this infinite times~) argh. self discipline fz! wakie wakie. i dun even have SOME time for my family n whatsmore myself. blah.

Alright, another piece of good news... i can FINALLY book my practical test date! weEEE... and i think i must learn to drive slower before those spastic instructorS start to tell me all the nonsense, that they need to buy a life insurance policy each time they're on board my car. bleah. haha. am i that scary.... i am just performing at MY normal pace mah. haha. alright... rubbish fz.

okie... i have been trying to work on a new poem n honestly i am already in e midst of it. yupz... it's just that i need more inspirations to complete the whole thg. Perfectionist, as u always know i am...