How Many Times, How Many Lies-Pussy cat dolls

They would try to tell me something
Oh, but I was hearing nothing
When they said you was just playing me
I didn't listen
I didn't want to
You couldn't find a blinder fool
I'm here
Searching through the wreckage
Wondering why the message never got through
And I found I was placed on my faith
How could I put my faith in you?

How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you

I got to put the blame on myself
Should've known with everyone else
Just knowing they knew you was just bad news
I should've walked out (I should've walked out)
I should've stayed clear (I should've stayed clear)
I'm glad your sad ass is out of here
I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth

How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you

There were so many times
There were so many lies
I don't know why I stayed on you
There were so many days
There were so many games
I should've thrown your sad ass out
But now the game is through
I'll never trust in you
I've finally got wise
I opened up my eyes
Your game is over

I've gone and thrown out all the records
All the ones that ever reminded me of you
I've gone and tore up all the pictures
'Cause there was not one shred of truth

How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you

How many times?
How many lies?
How long you been sneaking?
How long you been creeping around?
How many lies?
How many times?
Were you here decieving
When I was here believing in you

I opened up my eyes
Oh Yeah

*yah... another bimbotic song... but extremely applicable. arhuh. *-Fz

Hmn... took results a few days back. Yah. Nothing to celebrate about... just that i managed to pass all fortunately. Only did well in gp... miraculously. hah.
Oh well... shall see the next step... i just need to think seriously on what i wanna go into...
*sighs*

Anyway.. i am officially a tan bit*h... haha. Went swimming aka bitching session aka tanning with my hao jie mei xin lan today. Aw... n i am really burnt. Love the tan. enjoy the pain while it last. haha. sounds sadistic huh. well... i just need a get away for the moment. so sorry if i may be a little MIA or uncontactable lately peeps. i just wanna have some time for myself since i finally have a break from all the work... while i wait for my next job to start. And my redness must go away asap before i meet my l'oreal in charge on monday. aw... yah.. i know it's everything about IMAGE>.n... I wanna go clubbing! anyone wanna join me? just msg me yah... i'm setting off for devil's bar. haha.

my latest love... lychee martini n vodka ribena. =)

yup yup... happened to be at manhunt 2006 at eastpoint ystd n today... well... generally, standards have really gone down... except a few that caught my eye. at least that's what i think. haha. anyway, thumbs up for their courage guys. keep up that confidence n con't to let ur manhood rein~

Gonna find a school to sign up for hip hop or salsa?! yeah. i have the sudden interest for dancing as mentioned earlier.

oh well... n i watched 2 R21 movies a few days back. Nothing amazing that we managed to 'get' in since the ppl i meet on the streets thinks that i am 20. haha. Well... Brokeback Mountain n TransAmerica. hmn... 2 controversial movies. But its something like an open mind of mine can accept... perhaps. Brokeback's definitely worth watching... esp. the last part when the 2 shirts were hung together. Definitely the highlight of the show. Heart-wrenching. But i find the whole movie abit abrupt as they develop from scene to scene. But who cares anyway.. it's just a film... but the content seems as real as it can n will n have n had already happened in real life. Even around us. well...

TransAmerica's a v.funny show. oh my... its a making that's so different from the usual cliche, commercialised plots we usually go after. yup... basically it's about the r/s between a trans n his son. And the issue on whether less straight or less 'common' ppl are accepted in this judgemental society of today. Hmn... a thought worth considering about. Let me think through before i evaluate on this issue yeah. At least for me... i am more open to such things. maybe? As i always say, if we can't change things the way it is... then just accept it rather than living in denial. Hmn... fz sounds realistic for once huh. "Easier said than done." i know.

ciao... brb.