just came back... feeling not so good. tried holding back... but couldn't. sorry, i couldn't help it... but to let out my tears. hope to feel better. gotta learn to take it through.

for the first time today, i took the initiative to bring back my Zhong Ruan. Apparently i fell in love with the new song i learned today. Zhang Hua Ying.. an extremely touching piece with full of climax. Sounds like the chinese version of Titanic. wanna learn this piece well... wanna express it with my feelings...

i pray to God to make me strong...stronger each time i suffer from a setback... stronger each time i'm feeling so hurt... stronger each time i falter... stronger each time i'm unhappy... stronger each time i feel like breaking down... stronger emotionally...stronger each time i struggle... stronger when problems come in my way......

won't think too much... will try not to also. On the way home... ran across the road... it was a close shave with the oncoming vehicles when i was on the divider... feared alot... yupp... gotta take good care of myself...