with my hands clasp, i pray. 0'7 - 0'8

oh well, after a good whole month plus of not blogging...i am finally back to do the very important thing. my 2007 closure speech and 2008 must-do resolution to embrace a new year. :)

This might be a long entry...so pls bear with me. As u always know, fz is and has always been over-expressive. Bestowed with her dramatic life, she can't help it but be little more long-winded. like usual.

hmmn. two-oh-seven was a pretty goal driven year which saw me progress n gradually clinched my fruits of labour. For that, i can proudly say, i am pretty happy. :) And i WILL n MUST continue to strive to excel...for i hope to stretch my potential.

Yet on the other hand, it was a year i learnt to practise what i preach - n that is to adapt to the environment instead of vice versa. i tried to compromise n learn the true essence of sacrifice. I realised that I have evolved into a person who is emotionally-stronger and independent.

However all these weren't easy at all. i struggled n picked up from where i fall. i was an occasional emo/pms freak that never failed to be temperamental n on guard. i was a brat who couldn't wait to throw the world into the darker depths of hell. There were times, i laid like a porcupine who ignorantly hurt the ppl i love. i took them for granted n i know i will regret one day.

But as i said...i have learnt to try n forgive n forget. If i take everything too seriously... i can officially announce that life is a bitch.

family: Losing my grandma this yr has definitely left a deep impact on our lives. Personally, my life was never the same since then. i walk into the empty room n i dun see her anymore. all i could do is to stare at those familiar antique n heave the smell of rosewood that still lingered in the air. i flipped thru our old pictures n it never seem to satisfy the screaming emptiness. Apart of me has faded n will never return. Its the first time we are spending a new year with only four ppl at home.

since then, i kept reminding myself to treasure each n everyone at home b4 its really too late. but i can't seem to avoid the conflicts time and again. i promise i will try to play a role as a good daughter. i'll be turning 21 next year...it's time i should be more responsible for myself. Once again, i am very blessed to have extremely doting parents who never once failed to be there for me. i wish that we can be even more united n peace is somethg i really dream that will happen one day. watever it is, thru fights n quarrels, my family still holds the top place in my heart.

frens: i can't say how thankful i am to have weaved priceless friendships n relationships in the course of two-oh-seven. i bid farewell to some and gained new ones. i am glad that most of them have been there for me thru'out my roller coaster ride. a friend in need, is a friend indeed. very true indeed. i am happy for the closest ppl to me (u know who u r) who have found their significant other n wished the best for them. :)

to ppl i may have hurt unintentionally, i hope they will move on with something better. i believe time is the true test of all kinds of r/s n i am really proud to say that i have forged strong ones in which i am v.certain that i will keep with for life.

studies: i will strive towards better time management n focuson every single module. Ideally, i hope i can achieve even better grades becos i am doing this all for the good of myself. on another note, i wish i can give myself less stress. HAHA. i know its pretty redundant here. but oh well, maybe a person's greatest enemy is himself. may 2008 see me thru a smoother academic ride. its also my top pirority until the day i graduate.

btw, i'm no nerd for ur info. though i may sound like one after u have read the above. this is becos i work hard n play hard. haha. :P

For the coming 2008 in about an hour time, i look forward to a splendid year filled with happiness, peace n love. not forgetting the neverending inflow of moo-lahs n good health!(which is v.important for a 'tofu' like me. HAHA)

May the ppl i love n who loves me be blessed with the goodness in life.
oh god, please continue to guide us towards the light at the end of every tunnel.

with that, i bid goodbye to 2007 n i know 2008 is my year to con't to shine. :)