Adieu

i have SHIFTED. From now on it will be
hhtp://flowertoppings.blogspot.com
see you guys there :)

over and over again.

sometimes i just feel like crying, y e t it feels like i have lost the tears over the years and unlearned the way to release myself. i just dun know how to let go and be contented anymore.

it's nv enough.
i have come to realised that i'm really a greedy soul.
for success, for love, for friends, for money ( maybe not yet for now), for recognition,
for praises, for beauty, for attention, for lust n the list goes on.

there are so many things on my hand that i feel like breaking down at times. i can't emphasize more on how stressed up i feel. no one knows me better except myself.

i just can't wait for october to end. i can't.

i'm sorry if i start to bore u guys (if any) with all my entries.
i have lost the inspiration n motivation to blog blog blog.
but i am in the midst of setting up a new blog (yes 100% cfm this time, even the blog add has been registered)
i will release the add once i am satisified with the layout n all.

anyway the new blog will be a public one n i guess thats the way it's gonna be. mainly a photoblog n a record of my rants n happiness (?) about life.
yes. pictures will hopefully make up the bulk in order to make up for the lack of it in this blog.
nevertheless i will not close down this one, it will just be kept this way unless blogspot decides to pull a stunt on me.

there will still be private entries though. am thinking on how i can lock them up with those passwords protected html thgy just for certain entries.

anyway, i think i am becoming really long-winded here. thats precisely why i need a new home.
ciao.i'm gone.

you took me right out of the blue

i wonder if i should continue to lock up this blog. haha. cos it seems like it doesnt matter anymore if i blog anot.

this is just a channel for me to express my emotions or other forms of frustrations. oh well. somehow, i have kinda decided to keep things to myself instead. i will definitely start a whole new blog (for everyone) b4 i fly to Melborne next year because i feel that it is the best way for all of us to stay in touch. I promise that it's gonna be filled with pictures and i'll also be posting it regularly (u bet, i'm the kind that will get homesick easily).

Oh well. i am realllllyyyy extremely excited.

when the hols begin on Nov 1st, i am gonna settle my blogshop business, i will be applying for internship and i may most likely be going to the Philippines. yup. oh, i wanna sign up for Amore too.

By the way, i am undergoing physiotheraphy at sgh because i have a back problem.

In the meanwhile, i really look forward in searching for more content in my life.

it's true that nobody chooses to be single. i must be lying if i say that i do not want a partner in future. The thing is, i see no point in rushing into things. Relationships are complex issues and as i grow older, i realised that i do take many factors into account. Puppy love is a no-no. Chemistry, security, financial stability are practical considerations.

i'm off to sch...dun scratch ur heads upon reading this, i will brb on where it's dangling...

Coach loving

fz is v.happy with her COACH buys! The heritage collection is just so classic n pretttyyy. :)

u made my day too :)

i think i am falling for you already. unknowingly.
i wish to see you. i wish to hear from you. i look forward to your msgs.
i want to know more about you.
am i just curious? am i just attention-seeking?
keep it mysterious, so that i will just keep sinking.
yet i dun have confidence if this will last.
for now, i can see myself with you.
however, not forever.

they say that we make a good pair.
i'm unsure.
but for one thing,
i dun wanna get hurt,
n i dun wish for history to repeat itself.

you are un-typical.
you are unassuming.
you provide a sense a security.
you are vulnerable.
n i am afraid of hurting you
as well.

give me a sign.
i don't know if this is






love.

i'm am so freaking stressed outttt!

i will pull thru i will i will i will -my daily chant-

roars.

forgotten

she is empty. she has low self-esteem. she needs constant praises to carry on.

who is she living her life for?

for herself they say.

for her family and frens.

for.... period.