as though its the last

i'll tell u a secret...shhhhh...promise u dun tell?

i realised watching Korean dramas realllyyy makes me wanna fall in love again... ahhhhhhh. how can life be that sweetttttttt?! -grin-

but i guess life is fair. Because i have all the love in the world...both family and friends thats why i may just forgo this one. i'm really loved. :)

i can't imagine a life w/o all of u. i know that its pretty emo to say this. i wanna live each day as those its the last. And whatever happens, i am grateful for everything i have. sometimes, i wonder if i deserve all these. i do have many many downs in my life. sometimes i expect too much from myself and the ppl around me and thats why i can get easily disappointed at times. there are things u guys will never know. there are some problems...even my closest / bestest/ childhood frens do not know. However, whats most important is to live for the moment. everybody will leave this world eventually. if i leave one day, i want all of u to know how important u guys are to me. each and everyone of u make up every cell and heartbeat in me. i wanna treasure all that i have. really do.