i look forward to my 21st birthday.
its gonna be at:

venue: Changi Cottage (yeshh..it's a cottage!)
date: 220608 /sunday (yup! on the acutal) *pls mark off this date from ur calender NOW
time: to be advised
Theme: flamboyant (i haven't tot of a proper tittle.. how about "my flamboyant garden?" , "flamboyant me up?", "pretty flamboyant?", "flamboyant juliet?" haha wheres romeooo..., "flamboyant fairy tale?")okie i shall keep brainstorming. most importantly it must not be cliche. hiak. any suggestions?

alrite..i will send out the invitations soon. of cos, all u dearies will be invited. :)

despite all unhappiness, i'm still a lucky bitch. at least, i have everything i want. at least, i am healthy. at least, i'm loved. at least, i'm very very blessed with the way i am. looks,upbringing,love,brains,everything. i really need to bear this in mind.

thats already an abundance to many.

*wondering where i derived this surge of optimism despite the many emo entries of mine? After witnessing a 11 mth old baby ystd who is extremely bubbly n lovable yet she had to be born blind. Her pair of gorgeous sparkling eyes was a very heart-wrenching sight. i wished that she will be blessed with all the best things in the world n love as she grows up in this superficial world*

a great pity. but i believe god has his plans for everyone.

now i realised. i should learn to be contented.