i will wait.
cos waiting proves plausible.
at least for me.
thou shun be impulsive anymore.
i promise.

i realise i shine best during rough times.
let me seize the day,
i will hang on
no matter what happens.

i am quite happy now.
but perhaps not as happy as before.
sometimes i wish i had the power to change things.
but i just can't change where i am born into.
they love me so much.
so much that i feel that i shortchanged them.
but why am i so unsatisfied.
or even unappreciative.
i am just couped up,
i wanna scream at the top of my voice.
yet i hope that no one ever listens to me.
it's just a secret i will bury till i leave.

i shall just focus on me.
and thats more than enough already.
it's time i learn to be selfish.

if u are speculating that e above is about a r/s prob.
u r probably right.
but it's not about bf.
just those closest to my unspoken heart.