Hearts

I'm back.. hee. Sorry for failing to keep my promise. I know i have tons to blog about and i've been constantly neglecting my avid fans out there. haha. oh well... i just lost the drive for a while partly becos i was busy and i guess i needed some personal space. blea. thats unlike the perky fz rite? or maybe shes just getting ollldddd.... hahaha. god bless this emo mind of mine. oops. it rhymes. =P

Anyway one good news to share is that i did pretty well this sem. i collected my results slip on Monday! Despite the fact that the overall grades of the whole class dipped...mine improved! i was over the moon! i scored 5 higher distinctions, 2 distinctions and 1 credit! it was definitely a surprise for me... 1 more higher distinction compared to last sem's 4. hee. My hard work really paid off. The many sleepless nights, nerdy wkends spent camping in the libraries and etc. Despite so many things that had happened to me during the crucial period of time and with the big blow when my grandma passed on... i still managed to pull thru' better than b4. =) i believe i'm strong and nothing can bring me down! and of course without my family and esp. good frens, i'll def. be nowhere there.. I will strive harder for the new yr and i know that i am in for more stress... well, just hafta be mentally prepared that my social life will be completely scraped. blah. so much for being labeled as a "social butterfly".

Moving on, with regards to my bangkok trip, i had tons of fun and countless encounters with those..."Hi! Nice to meet *girly pitch* you *manly tone*" haha. u know u know. those that u can find in Changi. haha. But i must say that i really applaud their courage to face this judgemental society. Well, i didn't exactly eat much as u all can see... i was sick thru'out the trip. So that explains the lost of appetite and taking endless doses of medicince despite the fact that i was on a vacation! How ironic huh. =X Well...i can't explain for my low immune system. It just refused to work. Anyway my dad's thai frens brought me around. Oh yah. Did i mentioned that i was assumed of being a thai cos apparantly the thais thought i look like one! haha. This is one interesting fact huh. This comment was drafted on the fact that i look fair and with the relatively similar deep features and big eyes (unlike typical singaporeans)..HAHA. Well, but i dun mind it at all. In fact i really like the thai culture alot. n i can pick up the language pretty quickly. i dun mind marrying one. HAHA.

Here are some pics...feel free to comment. hee. =)

At Grand palace..

The thai me with my Singaporean dad. haha

Alrite...moving on to my bday celebration. All in all there are 3 big ones and 1 mini one in total. And that makes it 4! haha. okie. i'm just cranky.

Anyway as u have read.. i think this is one of the happiest birthday celebration i ever had. On thursday (21-06-07), i met jc.dear and pq.dar at Orchard to shop and then a stopover bitching session at tcc. In the evening, ber and swatch joined us for fine dining at this very classy n pretty Italian restuarant - Ricciotti at Boat Quay. I love the food there n realised that i have this fetish for Italian cuisine! It rox socks man! heee. Then it followed by cam-whoring.. whats new huh? =P There were endless laughter as usual. What with dear's MANY GENIUNE AIRHEAD moments. ahaha! the fact that she JUST found out that Orchard has a library was enough to set the mode for the day. hhaaha. And the classic finger-ticking movement when she pointed at sc. And the "beetle-commotion" on the train n how it died a horrible death minutes later. awww... n ber's DEMAND for her tiramisu from the innocent-looking waiter. haha. As we look back, how i miss our childhood times. It was then when we really had zero worries and responsibilites. All we look forward is to grow up under that shelter. I must say that we were really spoon fed back then...Well, i am so glad that i have this set of sweet memories that will con't to replay even when i grow old in future. trust me, how many out there still remember their childhood frens an actually are still in touch with them? i can proudly say we are the rare few who makes the effort. =)

Hmmn... okie back to the celebration, we had a mini countdown at Loof - an open air pub that i believed was featured by Mediacorp at City Hall. Its definitely an extremely cosy nightspot and a very hot.fav among the ang-mohs. Hmn..n i will never forget the grass drink aka "The Loof life" that tasted minty n very grasssyyyy. I felt like a cow for once... other than the times when i was hot-tempered. haha. And then cam whoring again. hee. Poor swatch was the victim of my crappy ideas. bleah. Anyway dear n i played the fastfood game. And i tot that it was pretty fun! ahaha. i wanna know the carebear one too! okiee... sorry... i am still young at heart okie. hehe. oh yah, i forced them to send me a sms - bday greeting when the clock stirkes 12 becos i will usually keep it in my hp for remembrance. These all the lil things that make me happier when i am down. I get pretty depressed easily lately. dun worry...its just pms i think. But i must say i am quite satisfied with my life now. Anything else is a bonus. =)

p.s: Thanks for the Anna Sui - Dolly Girl! Muacks!

Birthday celebration Part II (22-06-07) -Actual Day.

I had lunch with my family at Shangri-La..my favorite hotel. heee. And then followed by phototaking again. Now u know y i am so vain... becos it's all in the genes. heehee. And then i met darling at Orchard. We shopped around and it was then that i unveil my present. I nearly cried buckets over it. This is the most touching present i have ever gotten! Its a scrapbook containing many of our sweet moments and how we met etc. Now i know y darling asked for my baby pics. Omg... i think i looked really cranky at Far East. But who cares.haha. I was really touched...finally, i experience the true meaning of - tears of joy. Darling really knows me best n what i really want. As we always exclaim, we cannot understand the endless chemistry we share. =) thanks for everything. I must say i finally see that arty-farty inner talent of yours. haha.

Anyway we met my family at Long Beach for the seafood feast. It was yummylicious! And i finally had my ALL-time FAV. BAERKZINN cake!! Thanks ah tes for this expensive gift and surprise. =) And i received well-wishes from many other friends too. Anyway i got this anonymous bday greeting and to my surprise it was Douglas. Hmn...cos he happened to be at Long Beach. Omg. dun tell me it's fate. I rather it didnt happen...anyway its a past not worth mentioning. I still believe in my decision..

i love u all for everything! i always say that. But theres no better word i can use to describe my feelings. =) lala.

Birthday Celebration Part III (24-06-07) - Sunday

I met Daryl for breakfast early in the morning. Wasn't feeling too well then but still i had to make time before he reports for camp againnn. He passed me the birthday present. It was a beautiful snow dome musical box. =) Definitely unique. Well, we did some catching up. And army really does wonders. It was definitely a huge transformation from the Daryl boy we once knew to a mature gentlemen now. wow. i was surprised to see his tan and toned physique. So much for being a commando. i can see that its tough life man. But well, without some training, we will never appreciate what we have right? hee. After that, he walked me home cos i still had many plans for the rest of the day.

Now... i had shooting in the afternoon. I must say that the filming experience was really fun! I learnt many new things n u get really pampered.. i guess this is the only proud thg behind those glam shots other than the hard work.

Alrite after the pretty tiring session... i met joanne and lan at Bugis! These 2 babes really made my day. We had an extremely romantic dinner at Ma-Maison.. this very classy Japanese resturant that serves authentic western food. Aww... thumbs up! Thanks for the prezzie and the special bday card. =) u guys know how much u all mean to me. Do i need to say more? yeahh. And also for the adorable mini-strawberry cake! woohooo... i was literally thrilled by its appearance. haha.

After that ,we moved on to lan's house with BOTH of them (omg... joanne is not as innocent already...haha) tricking me that they had a surprise awaiting me. With their tales that there's this guy who was interested to know me ever since tpjc days.. and whatever. haha. n guessed what? Joanne and i waited below her blk and i was already making plans to hide myself at the least or even drafting my escape routes. haha. And then lan reappeared with a parcel in her hand and trying to ignore our existence. bleahh. haha. Minutes later she passed me the hp and it was Mr. TUNG YAT CHUN !!! Ahh!!! u guys really gave me a heart-attack man!! The first qns i asked him was...where r u? And he said, "At home". I tot he was back in Singapore man. hhahaa. And it was actually a call all the way from Aussie. Aww... i love the pretty earrings, letter and the card. Oh man... u guys tricked me succesfully for once. ahaha. Okie.. so am i demoted to the more gullible position now? haha. This was definitely a very big surprise... cos i tot i was expecting an air parcel this wk not knowing that it already arrived at lan's place b4 my bday. Thats so thoughtful huh. haha. Anyway thanks again for all the effort made! n guess i'll probably be in Aussie in 2009. Because of my results, i'll most prob be awarded with 1 yr of exemptions. =)

Well...to end it, i know that being a yr older also means more responsibilites. And i wished for happiness for everyone. This is simple yet not easily achieved. If u understand what i mean. sometimes i ask myself if i am really worth all that my loved ones had done for me. I am just so blessed. =)

One more thing i learnt. "Its impossible to love someone u once loved before, again."

I have lots more to blog about my current status of life.. so stay tuned. i will retrieve that blogging mood. TO be honest, i have considered switching to a new site cos i tot i just wanna start thgs afresh. Well but this blog had also been with me for 3 yrs plus and i guess i'll miss it becos it records all the ups and downs i experienced. hmnn. we shall see how thgs go. Or perhaps we get sick and tired of routines. For now, still do stay tuned for more upates! cos fz's life is comparable to that of a drama serial..

* i think blogspot has a prob with too many pics, so check out my friendster for more. http://www.friendster.com/user.php or i can send it to u online. haha. Or i'll post it in the next entry.